for the first tym i blogged for two days.
bored stiff..
changed my template.
ii am so in love with the pic.
cute rite?
hahas..
there will be a pri sch class gathering..
damn it. ndp AGAIN!!!
oh fuck tis shit..
addicted to tis word..
hah..
waddeverr..
ii miss pri sch man..
no fan nao
no a.maths
no ms sim
most importantly,
NO NDP!!!
tok about contradiction
sec sch life has
1/1o
2/1o
3/6
my xin hui boyfren
my daphne ah ma
my sam darling mama
my ivy jie etc etc.

waddeverr.. heard the dj on 93.3 jus now.
she was tokking about her verii verii good fren.
a guy lorhhs.. he died in a car accident.
they used to be verii zhi xin de frens..
den got alot memories de..
aiya..verii long larhh..
lazy to later. later..

hmm..
okies.. let`s tok abt sat ndp practice.
piece of crap.
tired till i oso dunnoe wad.
now tat bitchy sister of mine is barking lyk a crazy fucking slut at my ears.
oh fuck, waddeverr. as if i owe her.
okies. ndp.
i mus really thank god ii m nort at hm tat dae. crap.
damn tired. okies.
i ll tok about the a.i. a.k.a. instructor or waddever fuck.
wad can be worse den having stupid flirt for an a.i.
do everything slower den others.
tell us dun bring water.
other a.i.s deliver water straight to the pupils.
we haf to go take ourselves.
he wanted us to go directly into the field
wivout drinking a drop of water in tis damned weather.
still nvm..
den oso dunnoe tok wad crap so god damn flirt.
and one verii important detail.
he is nort in the least bit of wad others call handsome.
food oso slower den others
so dinner was served LATE.
freak.
when we are supposed to go to the field, as usual,
he was there flirting.
den we kana scolding.
yoo win liao larhh.
waddeverr.
ndp was so sucky.
i hate the holidays.
here`s why:

1]] holidays suck.
2]] god damn boring.
3]] ndp suck.
4]] hmwk.
5]] a.maths remedial.
6]] i still haven got any idea hw in e fucking world am i going 2 pass my o level nxt yr.
7]] my chi still suck.
8]] school is reopening in the nxt week, i dun really mind though.

later.

haven been blogging fer the past few daes again. nort really in the mood. tat`s why. bored. actually i would much rather go ndp den stay home. tis few daes made miee thinkk alot. now ii m not sure ii m myself anymore. wtf?! waddeverr. realised tat all tis while ii ve not been treating myself to the best i can. thought ii ve long forgotten about him. tat`s crap. cos for the past few weeks there are certain things to busy myself with and tire myself out. so i dun really have much personal tym to myself, to sort out my thoughts and thinking and get my brain moving. tat`s why. sum1 told miee it s pointless. ii noe. so ii m letting go now. life without him. waddeverr. tolerated for 2+ months already and guess wad? ii m still alive. watch the hitchiker`s guide to galaxy or sumthing like tat another dae. love the robot. hahas. he`s depressed. cute. currently in love wiv things with depression attitudes. i dunnoe why. so dun ask. and guess wad. here`s a song.

m2m-mirror mirror
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see

Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

haven been updating fer lyk..erm..
a week?
holidaes.. bored stiff.
ndp practices are hell.
at least somehow way way way
better den choir.
ii m serious yoo noe.
so now.. here i m..
enjoying myy 2 week break.
bleahs. plain boring.
ii sometyms do seriously wonder
whether is it possible for one to
die from boredom.
any chance?
waddeverr.
so tis few daes..
myy life followed a similar route.
wake up at 11+
eat brunch.
watch tv.
use com.
try to squeeze some shit abt
a.maths into myy brain.
den eat dinner.
watch teebee.
find some other things to do.
chat msn/phone.
den slp.
wad else?
occasional shopping trips lorhhs.
wonder how is he doing..
hmms..
haven seen him around lately..
last week.
ask miee go shopping wif him..
bad tyming.
ndp. damn it.
haiis.
chances tat are missed
hardly comes back yoo noe..
said iim sorry budd i ve
tis damned thing called ndp.
andd he saes its okie.
another dae perhaps.
hAh. as if tat dae would come.
cos we are onlie frens now.
nort wad we used to be.
it doesn t really matter if frens dun go out together once in a while rite?
basically for him, it shd be correct.
budd for miee, it s WRONG. so wrong.
jus a case of bad tyming.
wad else can i blame?
fate`s playing his game again.
damn damn damn.
forget it.
if he meant wad he said, he ll call.
later.

it`s been long..
ptm tml.. actuallie
supposed to be todae, right now.
i guess the very moment ii m typing tis
there are ppl out there collecting their report books.
told myy mommy
she has to listen to tat damn principal
yaking away fer near o1 hr.
den she sae she dowan to go.
hAhA!!
den i go call ms tan lorhh..
askk her book another day..
so become tml..
heh heh..
ii really really karn help lurvhhfing muhhself.
wells~
ending here..