update :)
been busy with school, projects, reports, portfolios, presentations, proposals, and stuff.
all school work la. super busy can ?
I think I'm a genius. LOL.
&&&, TAN AH TINGGG, I WANT TO LEARN PIANOOOOOOO!
where in the world to find the time sia. =.=

sentosa siloso tml !
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

LJ ! :)
After what seemed like a few days and hours,
I'm finally done with LJ.
Tired to use my previous acc but the username and password is forgotten,
so might as well, created a new one and figured out some codes.
:)

bye

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oh, it's this stupid song agn.



:(

我不配
watched doraemon movie with yunting today.
it was niceeeee, & thought inspiring (lol).
well, I miss ccks, i oso miss ITP, & those who stand up for u, as well as listen, as well as know somethg is wrong just by one look, as well as give constant reminders.
*heavy sighs. oh, nvm.
im wondering if i shd go back to blogging privately agn.
looking happy doesnt mean really is happy.

& omg la,this song is sad until like I dunnoe wad.



maybe cos I'm nowhere happier myself.
well, i miss you. ALOT. :(
i dont like all these gg here and there and not knowing what to expect. and the constant fear of loneliness. and .. frustration and the disappointment that comes from within. maybe it's just me, expecting too much from everyone. & at times i know, "nothg is impossible" is just another piece of crap. thinking back, something someone said is just another lie. pui. im thinking .. suan le. i dont need another disappointment. enjoy urself okay?

-
if you are unwilling to care, to bother.
u dont have to, I wont force you.
no need to sae until liddat.

& I'M SIBEI FUCKED UP BY SOME IDIOT RIGHT NOW.

no need to add fuel to the fire.

I want to cry and no one online seems to bother enough.
disappointments more than just one, tell me how to get past the stroke of 12.
just not reliable to confide in. cant even produce a ha.
what a joke life is.
I can alrdy predict my mood for tml. wtf.
*misses.

damn all smokers, exp my dad & pple who dont blow smoke into my face.
well, actually Im just cursing the stupid kid who is half a decade smaller den me.
BU ZHI HAO DAI.



Credits to: www.mindfully.org/Jonik/index.html

I hope u die an early death.

The last thg u shd do is to piss me off on one of my trying not to be eeyore days.
DAMN YOU PRIMARY 6 KID WITH CLOWN LIKE HAIR.
YOU NEVER DIE BEFORE.

I hope all of your stupid clown hair fall off and wont grow back due to some unknown cause.
I hope you run into a tree.
I hope you bang into a wall, that's harder than marble.
I hope you fall into a drain.
I hope you trip and fall on your face.
I hope you choke on fishball.
I hope you choke on your cigg and die.
This is to thank you for blowing smoke into my face & making me more eeyore than before.

NABEH. I was on the vege of spilling vulgarities and pui-ing onto ur face.
diao you nia is give you 90% discount alrdy.


:(

DETAILLLLED zoo trip.
I shall blog once again about the zoo trip as yunting laughed at me for my poor memory and lack of details. >.<

& I hereby solemnly swear that I will blog out the most detail-ed post regarding the details of the trip, for as detailed as I can be. =DDDDDDDD

also, I realised that my posts are getting rather colour-less lately, so, I shall add more coloursss.

okayyyyy, I shall start. & try to recall.

before the trip I went to meet the person to collect my stuffs, waited for shengting, went to shit. err, den slowly walked home to pack my stuffs, & also to realise I ll be late, postponed for half an hour, so I can dilly dally somemore. meaning, we wanted to meet at 12 I think. & it got postponed to 1230. yunting was still happily watching her cartoon anyway. ermm, I cant rmb what happened after that laaa.

*after some time*

oh, after packing my stuffs - sunscreen, bottle, jacket (I dont know why I brought it, served very well as extra baggage), and some other stuffs. went out, after awhile, I was like, OH SHIT, where my phone. okay, turns out it was at home. went back took it and I happily walked out, halfway to mrt station, only to realise we have no insect repellent. yunting wan machiam insecticide. so I went back to take. took insecticide, and somethg else, I forgot what, not that important anyway, and left the house. One quarter down to road to the mrt station, den I noticed that I forgot about the sling thgy and I dont want my shoulder to die in the zoo, it's too nice a place for a shoulder to be dying, so I went back, agn. yes, agn. & FINALLY, I got to the train station. =.=

I was suddenly reminded of ngoh's quote - "if you fail to plan, you plan to fail."
but I did planned for the post, I still forgot. =.="

okay, anw, I reached amk before yunting ! and she asked me to walk to amk hub. ehs, I got no sense of direction okayyyy. took super long, and finally reached there, via underpass, which I have nv walked before. I'm ohsosmart ! & I went to buy food ! oldchangkee oldchangkee ! although, it's fat and oily and gives pimples as free gift. still, it's filling and nice. how contradicting.

went NTUC after yunting reached, bought food, which we din manage to finish in the end. and forgot about drinks. hahah, chiong-ed to the marketplace there for cheap AFFORDABLE batteries for yunting's hungry camera as we wanted to catch the animal shows and we were kind of running late u see, den we happily went back to the interchange, still, forgetting the drinks. finally rmbed the drinks, went to cheers and bought 2 dollars evian water and pink dolphin. eh, ex okay. waited for the bus, wait, wait and wait. the bus finally came ! many pple were gg to the zoo too! alot of couples. reached the zoo, finally at around 230.

elefonttee show at 330 and it's rather far from the entrance. so we wanted to chiong but got a little distracted, walked around abit and the first animal we saw were the otters! they were all hiding and restless though, sleepy afternoon I guess and maybe even hungry, sitting there with alot of people taking pics of you on an empty stomach. what a boring job indeed. zzz. okay, then, there was this jungle trail thgy. it was scary. made it out alive anyway. went to the kangaroos and emu part. oh ya, now that I'm reminded, WE DIN GET TO SEE ANY CAMELS. wth. kangaroos can leap for about 13 metres at one go u know ! SO COOLLLL. I forgot the white tigers are before or after the kangaroos but we saw them anw. what highly reflective fur they have.

caught the elefonttee show, no seats even though we arrived early. EH, we arrived EARLY lehs. like once in a blue moon or wad la, but still no seats. it was nice and we get to see elefonttees shitting. how interesting and inspiring to realise that it was some weird yellow colour at first and slowly darkens into shit colour. INTERESTINGGGGG. yunting tio heatstroke or somethg. due to the really crowded place and apparently, lack of fresh oxygen. so we rested(??) at the place after the show ended after most of the audience left.

saw monkeys after the show. as well as orang utans ! all yunting's frens, long lost frens or so she claimed. =DDDDD had a happy gathering and they refused to let us take photos of them. I think they're too hyper. walked all around, in a few circles, ended up in the same place for a few times, landed at the exit for one time, found the four legged creatures finally. four legged creatures as in zebras and giraffes etc. and I nearly tripped and bua-ed my toe against the rough road surface becos of the stupid giraffe which is not very big. shd be a toddler still. took pictures.

saw the reptile land or somethg. wanted to look at the tortoiseeeee, so we risked getting scared out of our lives and entered it. only to be welcomed by some red chameleon lookalike creature crossing our paths. screamed like mad, I was partly scared by the creature and partly scared by yunting's screaming, cos I din see the thg at first until she started screaming. so tortoises are not worth risking lives to view. got that point. when we left that place, the sky threatened to rain. LOL, somehow, the previous sentence reminded me of the list of nice sentences to use for o level eng paper 1. and then, we saw THE OSTRICH. LOL. wad la. I can differentiate between an ostrich, an owl and a swan okayyy. an owl looks like an ostrich wad. eagle also look like owllll. & that time, I called the swan merry go round at chinese garden an ostrich bcos I cant think of it's name at that very moment maaa, yunting and bingliang laughed like I dunnoe wad at me lorrr. I noe le hor, it's called A SWAN. >.<

well, it did drizzle a little when we were at the plantation thgy. THE PLACE WAS SO AMAZING LAAAA, although some of the plants there were still small and hardly visible to the human eye. sword beans cure diarrhoea ! okay, it was only at around this point in time when we realised that we did not take any pics of ourselves & got started. HA HA. there was a super funny beetroot btw. it was dug out or somethg by somebody and the person placed it there. so the beetroot just sat there, looking rather miserable.

walked and walked and walked, reached the playland or somethg. norrrhhhh, the part with the swings and the KFC wan. wah lau, their swing so small la, only small small kids can sit lor. biased. and the person started announcing the zoo closing time and stuffs. wanted to save the number in case we got lost and din make it out before the zoo closes, well, din manage to anw. the numbers slipped past too fast. well, as the zoo is closing alrdy and we have NOT seen the PENGUINS, we rushed down, literally rushed down.

ANDDDDDDD, we missed the last penguin show. hur. but the penguins are still there anyway. not like they will go back south pole after the show. took pics and saw BIG BIRD ! ELMO FRIEND ELMO FRIEND ! PLS, SAE HI TO ELMO FOR MEEEEE. den we proceed to get out of the zoo. =DDDDDDDDDDDD

took pictures outside the zoo, wanted to pai their signboard wan. but got alot of pple esp, MIBs walking by. so irritating la. caught a bus and went back to woodlands and forgotten about the baked potato at AMK hub.

well, I did not get to chase a peacock in the end, they all hid in the bushes, AND, THEY CAN FLY. sia la, I've always thought that peacocks cant fly. I also did not get to take a pic with a very tall giraffe, I din even get to take a pic with the baby giraffe. but but but, I got a pic with a giraffe made out of errm, a plant. therefore, I can conclude that the whole trip was really enjoyable and great la. EDDYYYYYYY, Im waiting for u all to have an event at the ZOOOOO !

watched ALOT of movies recently. & by ALOT, I mean REALLY ALOT. it's to the extend that when MST is officially over, yunting and I went to cathay, only to find that we've watched ALL the shows we're interested in, as well as some others at the spur of moments. meaning, we are left with nothg to watch currently. & to think we felt lost after realising there're no more shows to watch. LOL. how sad :(
anw, Stardust and the Bee movie were really nice.

okay, now I feel super accomplished to be able to recall so many thgs !
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I shall slp now and blog more about sat tml :)

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.


OH YEAH ?

You Are 70% Grown Up, 30% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.


IM MATUREEE~~~~~
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wtfwtf.
EH.
is not I want to sae hor,
But ure pushing it too far,
U dint even take o lvls, so,
what makes u think u have the right to judge my way of studying.
wtffffffff.
I dislike you, thoroughly.

zoo trip !
Today, after whining about wanting to go to the zoo for what seemed like forever, I finally got to go there with yunting. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

I think I wanted to go there since 2005, when there werent any giraffes, until 2006 when the zoo started renovating for the giraffe place, until 2007, when the giraffe as well as the penguin renovation thgy is completed. =.=

reached there at a ridiculously late time of about 230. it opens at 830 and most pple go there at 11 plus luh. I think I burned alot of fats today. made 3 trips to and fro yew tee and my place. first, I went to yew tee to collect my stuffs, den, went home and got out agn, den realised I forgot insect repellent, well, it's useless anw, i still gotten a mosquito bite. went back, brought it, went out, den realised that I forgotten to get the sling thgy for my bag. need sling hor, arbo shoulder will die. also, walked many u-turns in the zoo. ran into a reptile, screamed our lungs out, wanted to cry. the zoo is super crowded with MIBs and MICs. dont like dont like. & I nearly fell for I dont know how many times today. zzz.

photooooos
=DDDDDDDDDD


ticket + brochure and map !


err, the white tiger has a highly reflective surface.
this fellow is like parading in front for everyone to see.


caught the ele-fon-teeee show.
smart elephants !



it's not obvious but he's walking on a log.


& u-turned while staying on it.


butt butt !


pick up loggggg.


push log back to landdd.


somethg somethg gibbon.

motion blur ~~~


rhino rhino. white rhino ~


err, some 4 legged animal.


i dont know what.


peacock, I think.

spot the peacock ! if spotted, no prize. =DDDD

the horse carriage and I forgot to zoom.


zebraaaa, black with white, or white with black ?

this is an ostrich.
I noe the difference between an ostrich, a swan and an owl alrdy okayyyy.

female ostrich I think.


ehhhhs, lion king friend !

I tell u, the stupid giraffe nearly make me fall down.
I got so super excited when I saw them & started chionging towards it,
& nearly tripped over I dunnoe wad. & it's not very tall.

lionnnnn.

the zoo has their own plantation thgy too.

coffee !
AMAZINGGG ~ I thought coffee is supposed to be err black or brown.

eggplant ! a super mini one.

sword beans~~

can cure diarrhoea. not bad not bad.


this, is a pumpkin. how to spell?


cucumber ! tiny tiny cucumber !


spot the cucumber ! spotted or not spotted, no prize.


beetroot ! cuteeee.


ya gonggggg, the corn corn.

& they sae long beans make u tall.


mint ! cant tell though.


spot the cheetah. no prize as well.


lol, masterpiece of the blue clip clip. yt's poor fingers.


world's cutest animals.
I want to keep a penguin as a pet~~~~~


more more penguins !


so handsomely cute laaaa.


another one. ~~~~~~~~


BIG BIRDDDDD ! elmo fren !

some I forgot wad named creature.

it's baby.


another one !


I just want to take a stupid picture with a penguin and the wooden thgy made it so difficult.


more more penguinnns !


otterrrrrr.


otter on tree~~~~~~~


ele-font-tee family ~

another one ! we forgot abt the plastic bags. =.=


some guy's head head.


it was only towards the end that we realised we forgotten to take pics, of ourselves. HA HA.






ticketttttts !


=DDDDDDDDD


I want to sit on a swing.
It's been sooooo long, I cant even rmb.
if I'm not wrong, is during ITP, when we're supposed to be giving out flyers.
zoo's swings are abit too small for me.


round & round the merry go round,
what goes around comes around :)
sometimes, I dont even wish to bother.

i dont like this thg called dota. & I miss u.