Don't Lose Yourself

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Gone is the beauty of english literature
which has nv once failed me in the past.
When words just don't seem right together,
& all that I can think of are three simple words.
heavy is the heart & crowded is the brain.

bcos it's now more than ever.
bcos it's not easy to confine.
bcos I don't know where to start.
bcos I dont even feel like talking about it.
:(

I hate word-less, inspiration-less days like these,
when I have a million things to share.
how pathetic.

*penguins, little creatures with a huge significance.

~~avoidance, insercurities, empty-mindedness.~~
just where are you.

hungry.

I swear Im gg to find a super loving bf who is willing to buy orh ar jian for me in the middle of the night when I wan to eat it, lik NOW.

I'M SO HUNGRY.
HURHHHHH.
& my house de food is as good as nothg, cos I dowan to eat cup noodle.
Lol.

once or twice,
I'm fine.
yet not once u cross the line.

apple pie is not exactly a good idea for dinner.
& thus, I'm hungry.

I have gotten another bump today.
yar yar, laugh all u want.
after all, it's not u but someone else.
I would laugh too if it were to happen to someone else.
it's not lik I wan to be dumb enough to run into a fucking metal tentage pole. I've been this accident-prone since I'm like, 5 ?
fuck, it's not like I like it.
& For Your Info, the bump does hurt.

CLAP was great,
exp for the ending part when an idiotic boy decided to join in the fun of pouring water & refusing to stop even when Chin was trying to do somethg serious called a debrief.
supposingly his parents are at work & there's no one to look after him.
yah, wad a great excuse for a parent whose child is barely 7 & running abt Khatib at a time as early as 9pm.
& pang cheng is no fun,
cos he has no reactions to whatever shit u do to him. =.=
& tries to use paper to roll up the carpet cos the carpet is dirty.
wah lauuuuuu, CMI LAAAA.

I WANT EEYORE.
MY LAST TIME HANG ON BAG DE EEYORE WASH LE BECOME Q-MOR ALRDY.
=(((((((

check out LJ ! :)

- I'm not exactly forgiving once one made me cry.

& it's like I dun even noe you anymore.
I miss all the gg to sch in the morning back then, all the his & byes.
I dun want to be just another person passing through your life.
another soon to be stranger. :(
*dun ask, tks.

thursdays mostly aint my day.
hope I ll be fine tml.

OHOH, I got a bump on my head.
wah lau, is pain de lorrrr.
hmph, I dun lik the workshop anymore.

& small words doesnt equate to being emo.
there are jus thgs tt I dun wan ppl to know.
maybe blogger shd allow locking up of posts.
many would have been alot more happier.

& now, ................ ,
hais, nvm, I dun even noe wad I want to sae.

Hie. =DD

I've been too lazy/busy to post a proper update for.. err.. some time. hahah. so now I come updateeee.

btw, I've found my thumbdrive. HAHAH. it's in Ong's office, lying on the floor & Mr Ong found it. LOL.

cant rmb wad happened on mon & tues. exp. that we went to help 01 & 02 blow balloons for the BE carnival the next day & had to wait until abt 5plus den can put up the balloons, in case they burst or somethg.

the mountain of balloons. & btw, we've no pump. okays. we got 2 very lousy pumps.

decorated the stairs. looks lik party/wedding.

den we slacked.

WED, BE carnival.

placed our bags in Mr Ong's office, left my thumbdrive there. the carnival was fun laaaa, although I left early. YunTing & I each got 2 balloons initially, the balloon very special de lor, is lik one big big balloon inside got 1 small small balloon. den we were so happy la, we even named them. & bought a shirt. I realised I spent ALOT lately. this is so wrong. den the speakers were blasting music until lik siow at the basement la, so me &amp;amp; YunTing went up & walk ard. & one of YunTing's balloons burst, cos the potato chip de package de edge v sharp den prick dao. LOL. went for carpark duty at 2plus, sat there & waited for the guests to arrive & bring them to the carnival. i tell u, it's so irritating. on the way to the carnival, with the guests, there are so many pple blocking the way la, & u cant even find a proper route to walk,with out having to go EXCUSE MEEE. & the guests all so dua bai wan, late late. & I wanted to pee. Lol. duty ended at abt 330 close to 4, I think. chiong to pee, went back to the carnival, & cannot find our balloons. =( SO, we started pumping our own ballons. hahah. & I made one for shengting ! called her to ask her wad colour she wan den she nv pick up. zzz. so I anyhow mix & match. hahahah. den went for cello ~~ 1/2 an hour nia. hahahah. & went home la.

THURS, I went to the library to do hmwk. =DDDD

FRI, I went to collect my thumbdrive from Ong's office after sch & chiong-ed home to sleep. LOL.

SAT, PLANNED TO WORK.

went all the way down to Chinatown early in the morning to eat & get interview. 3.50 bucks per survey form, shiok rite ? but not chicken feet lor. the survey 6 pages long lehs. =.= who will wan do u tell me lor. so, we went for interview at 1030, interview finish at 12 I think. so scary lo the job. YunTing do different thg from me & Net Net. fly solo, so poor thg. it's jus not easy money laaa, so we sacked the boss after less den 2 hours, and went to Plaza Sing to find icecream~~~ & slippers, no hope wan la. walked ard while waiting for shumin to come from sch. went to Yamaha & daddy called, he asked me to get Yamaha de DVD player brochure. I was lik Yamaha is music sch lehs where got DVD player wan. den make me so malu go there and ask, den the person look at me lik I siow wan. zzz. den shumin came, we went foodcourt eat eat. she bought the food got fire wan, so me & YunTing keep trying to blow it out, cos she sae solid fuel wun so easy get blown out ma, so we BU GAN YUAN, keep blowing. den POOF* no more fire ! LOL. got sense of accomplishment wan hor. hahahah. Evelyn came! =DDD went ard PS, walk walk, shopshop. ate more ice cream.

heh, my bf. =DDDDD

not clear, but u noe wad it is la. hahah.

BIG BIG TWEETY.

dun believe ?

bigger den me lorrrr. zzz.

I'm not scratching my face, I'm in a call. LOL.

Action city's Astro is taller den me too. hmph.

Lol, I'm holding an Eeyore ~~~

I WAN TO BUY I WAN TO BUY ! =DDDD

walked ard somemore, den evelyn, net & me went to watch NDP Preview's fireworks. VERY PRETTY ~~ I wan to watch the actual Parade!! who got tickets !! their goodie bag so cool lor den the star star de clappie oso so niceeee. I WAN I WAN I WAN ~~~ I SHALL BE AN USHER NXT YR. walked past makansutra den rmb-ed wheelynn working there. so went to find her, den see she busy sae hi den left le. went to marina square to REST & eat lor. but actually we go there din eat dao la. saw Zeid, ok la, he saw me, not I saw him. den still disturb disturb, pass all his trays to our table. zzz. left after awhile, super sleepy. & NET NET BULLY.

SUN, WORKED ! =DDD

YunTing called early in the morning at ard err, 10 plus? & I'm still asleep. woke up went to work cos the person call her & ask her bring another fren do traffic counting. so we went down & did lor. it was easy la, better den sat one. ALOT BETTER, u jus sit there & click on the counter whenever u see a person walk pass or somethg. easy riteeee ? hahah. sat there for abt 4 hours & my butt, back & neck wanted to crack la. zzz. & I wanted to pee. lol. when it's finally 4, we went for food ! YAYAY ! went ard OG & people's park to look for formal wear after that. hopeless case, cannot find anythg. CK is baised against girls. no normal formal wear for lady de. den guys de got ALOT, 7.90 oso can buy dao lorrrr. NOT FAIR. den went to grandma house, & taught my baby cousin how to stick out her tongue & BLEAH pple. lol. went home & did abit of portfolio.

TODAY, sch.

okay, I started this post on sun, & only completed it today, so might as well. sch, DUN LIK DD tutorials, cos got presentation. so many presentations this few days laaaa. EEEEE. den went for a very long break, came back feeling super sleepy, slept ard, woke up & started seeing ppl play neopets. lol. rotted for awhile, class dismissed. went to clementi with YunTing, all in the hope of getting slippers, but still. HAIIIIIII. not all not nice, is got nice wan, but the price so not nice.

I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

yoyo
I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

want harry potter
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i haveee
JINFANG . says:

/yoyo
JINFANG . says:
book or movie ?
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yao bu yaooo
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book
JINFANG . says:

okays !
JINFANG . says:
u read finish alrdy ar ?
I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

no
I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

send u
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soft copy

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= ]
JINFANG . says:
okays
JINFANG . says:

how sia?
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want anot
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kao
JINFANG . says:

wannnn
JINFANG . says:

i sae okay liao lorrr
JINFANG . says:

KAOOOOO
I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

i send liao nvr accepttt
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kaoooooo
JINFANG . says:

msn dc me laaaa
JINFANG . says:
KAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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got cow meh
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where got
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OHOH
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DID I MENTION
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I HAVE A CUTE CUTE CUTE PENGUIN ON MY BED
JINFANG . says:

WADDD
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EEEEEEEEEE
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SO COOL LORSS

JINFANG . says:

I WAN !!!!
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accept the file leh...
JINFANG . says:

lol
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dun give u!
JINFANG . says:

I NV RECEIVE LORRR
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zz....
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accept
JINFANG . says:

lol
JINFANG . says:

dun haf
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thx mannn
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i meng send u meng dun see anything
I'll settle down with a penguin one day. says:

win liao

wah lau, that idiot sia me with the penguin on his bed. I wan to bash him laaaa, still show me picture somemore. but he sent me soft copy of Harry potter & the deathly hallows, I shall be nice & not get angry. although the whole file big until hang-ed my lappy & I currently dun haf the time to read it. wtf, I WANT A PENGUIN TOO. but that eeyore at action city is more impt. lol.

& I have to start saving money for the KL trip & holidays. zzz. mummy wan me fork out my own 180 bucks lehs. tt I dun mind la, but she better gif me allowance, arbo I mei wan mei liao with her.

& my idiot phone ki siow alrdy, totally no sound AGN. so I reply & pick up call super slow. IM SO SORRY.

okays, I shall go do my law. this post has once agn, dragged past 12am.

BYE.

I THINK I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE. WTF.
& I CANNOT RMB WAD'S INSIDE.
STM OSO NOT I WAN DE LOR.

3 places it might be in.

1. Ong's office, either his table or ah neh's table.
2. drop in FC 2. wah, if is this one I die liao.
3. strings clubhouse.

Lovelove shengting & szehui for listening to me rant abt my day!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but, u 2 left too early & I haven ranted on my thumbdrive.

~~ppl just dun care enough.~~
~~maybe they do, but I cant feel it.~~
~~or maybe I'm expecting too much.~~
~~insensitive I am, at times.~~
~~I just miss my secondary school life so damn much.~~
~~& u're fucking-ly irritating me.~~
~~A HELL LOT MORE DEN U SHD.~~

ppl shd not irritate me lik now, or maybe even tml.
I wan to scold all the vulgarities I have in my vocab laaaaa.
nvm, I will do it elsewhere.

BYE.

=DDD

I changed my blog song in sch !
what if - kate winslet, tan sheng ting's hao jie shao.
so super depressing.
=(((((((((((((((((((
I wan to go homeeeeeeeeeeee.
I want this song & I dunnoe how to download. =.=

I'm so fucking tired and pissed off.
tks to all the balloon blowing & endless tutorials.
& the GRADED portfolio DRAFT.
what for grade a draft, I oso dunnoe.
hardcopy somemore, wah lau, spare a thought for the trees la.
u think paper & ink very cheap ar. kuku.
also, dunnoe who finished ALL the milk that I bought ytd,
TWO WHOLE BOTTLES.
I haven even open wan lor. wtf.

BYE.

I tried to refrain from vulgarities & this is the best that I can do, I think.

lazy.

super lazy to update on fri & the weekends.
many thgs happened.
bugis agn, signed up for NEBO, had starbucks, wedding dinner, animal shelter.
& other thgs which I dowan to even try recalling.
hope u're ok :)
I noe u understand.

I'm gg to start saving my money agn.
savings all gone. =.=

I WAN CLASS GATHERINGGGGGGGGG.
>.< & FAMOUS AMOS & I'M HUNGRY.

I realise I tend to shut the world out at times.
someone said that I seem unapproachable at times. >.<
WHERE GOTTTTTT.

feeling cheated.

I FEEL SO CHEATED TODAY.

reached dover ard.. 9o5.

went for IT, super sian.

I think I'll flunk it lar.

lecture notes are so damn useless.

IT ended at 12 today,

birthday surprise for Pamela & Fanessa.

sang song, cut cake, took pictures.

& CHIONG-ED down to Bugis with yunting, literally. Lol.

the moment we reach there ar,

some guy jus kept toking to us, abt the wasabi icecream coupon.

tok tok tok until we bought the coupon. Bye to 2.50dollars.

he dun believe we are 17 & from Singapore Polytechnic.

& he touch my head. wth.

after that we took the escalator to ground level to cross road.

& another guy stopped us,

he talked SUPER FAST abt some charity thg,

& forced us to buy 2 useless ballpoint pens for 5dollars,

so I said 2 dollars, & paid AGN.

all in all, bye to 4.50dollars even before we reached Bugis street.

so ke lian. & we were stupid enough to not ask for his liscense.

wah lau, all cheat our money wan. =(

shopped ard, bought t-shirts,

however, our main priority is the NICE NICE BIG BIG SHIRT la.

budden try le, lik weird weird wan. so din buy. =(

& I have to buy a dress for sat wedding,

yunting wan buy slippers. I gif up hope on slippers liao. Lol.

went back to Bugis junction to look for Ripples,

& forgot that the edge now renovating.

at there one auntie made us redeem her dunnoe wad voucher for her. eeeee, bullyyyy. zhu ba jie.

we still stupid stupid go redeem lor,

den take so long somemore.

& they got gif chicken essence !

at first we still happy happy got somethg to an wei us.

den the auntie ask us got the chicken essence anot.

& I stupid stupid go gif her. T.T

so, NO MORE CHICKEN ESSENCE. hurhhhhhh.

super ke lian laaaa.

somemore we go there, din find any slipperrrr.

went back to Bugis Street & walk ard, buy t-shirt, agn.

& ate the mushroom thgy. try so many dress, all lik weird weird wan.

after super long den I found one.

den went to look for the $10 one pair of shorts de shop.

lol, got lost. den oso dunnoe how we found the shop.

so, still can consider clever la hor, at least found it.

YunTing bought her shorts, & went for icecream.

Lol, I eat the mushroom until very full, so din eat icecream.

den went home.

I fell asleep standing in the train la.

hold the plastic bag & sleep den the plastic bag drop.

so paiseh. peak hour somemore. =.="

reach home & watched alot of TV. super slpy la.

btw, I hate all the new courses of SP.

>.<

they are all lik so damn interesting laaaa.

if only I was born a year ltr.

Diploma in Human Resource Management with Psychology (DHRMP)
Diploma in Applied Drama and Psychology (DADP)

I like these laaaaa, irritating SP head.

cannot implement the courses one yr earlier mehhhh.

& NP has this & it looks nice.

Diploma in Business and Social Enterprise. wtffffff.

Jin Fang --
[adjective]:

Like in nature to a train-riding hobo

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAH.

tutorials.

one whole ton of tutorials,
piling up one on top of another.
haven even complete den more tutorials come in.
& now, I'm so pissed off by ALL OF THEM.
wan to sleep oso cannot.
WAH PIANG, WAD'S THIS MAN.
hate IT the most most most, even more den law.
I dun lik Photoshop, Illustrator & most likely Microsoft Frontpage.
it's not lik we're gg to be designing stuffs in the future.
that's lik NONE OF MY BUSINESS LAAAAAA.
I hate hate hate IT.
~~1/2~~ 3/4 dead.

there's cello today ! after so damn long la, FINALLY.
went to meet shengting at FC 2, sibei xia suay.
she told me she coming down from the second floor de stairs in front of mac wan.
so I sae I wait for her at the staircase there.
den I walk slow slow, to the wrong staircase.
FC 2 got 2 staircase ma, LOL.
& I went to the one behind Mac.
den she saw me & go shout my name loud loud,
I tot is wad background sound lo, so happy happy walk away.
so, I think she super du lan & xia suay la.
shout until so loud, den nobody ans her.
& I went all the way to the wrong staircase,
den realise, wah lik wrong side lehs. LOL.
turned ard & saw her pointing all the finger signs at me. HAHAH.
wah piang, laugh lik siow,
somemore her fren jus nice walk pass & said bye to her,
while she was pointing all her finger thgys at me. LOL.
wah lauuuuu, super hilarious.

cello was ok,
seniors suddenly sae the teacher coming to test us.
wahhhh, super stressed.
although the teacher talk that time her tone abit ji dong ar, it was still ok la.
she wasnt as fierce as I tot she was.

super sleepy rite now.
I shall go off before 1am today.

~~love jon jon ! =DDDD~~
~~yet, I dunnoe. not the least sure.~~

In my head I keep on looking back right back to the start,
wondering what it was that made you change
well I tried but I had to draw the line
And still these questions keeps on spinning in my mind

Many roads to take,
some to joy some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back,
right back to the start
Would you take a chance and make a change?

-What if, by Kate Winslet

and then, for once, I realised I could nv be as brave.
I'm tired enough alrdy.

I hate all my tutorials, esp, the logo thgy.
man, I dowan to study anymore

It is raining tonight.
the sky's crying, I guess.
great partner for emo-ing.
okay, dots.

I'm so damn not liking the life that I'm leading now.
the insecurities that I face,
they remind me of her, linking me, to be lik her.
& I'm not enjoying it.
cause the last thg that I want to be, is to be lik her.
thanks for taking away everythg that I used to be so secured with.
& i noe that tml, she's gg to take my seat agn, lik i dunnoe. _l_
I shall not & will not emo tml,
no matter how I feel lik emo-ing.

sick.

I pray that my voice, wont be totally gone tml.
still so sick. T.T

I think I've done this before.
but since shumin wants, okay lo.

EACH PLAYER SHALL START BY SHARING 6 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES.
THEN, TAG 6 NEW PLAYERS.

AND THESE 6 PPL SHALL WRITE A NEW POST ON 6 WEIRD TINGS OF THEMSELVES...AND THE GAME SHALL CARRY ON..

6 WEIRD TING BOUT MYSELF...

I hate getting sick, not that this is weird.
At times, I sleep with my mouth open, which is super ugly.
I dun lik hard boiled/totally cooked egg yorks.
I cant cook, I'm worried that I'll blow up the kitchen. This includes baking Janet's cake. LOL.
I dun dare to sleep alone in a room.
I have a messy table, & some sec sch notes are still all over the place.

6 NEW PPL...

anyone oso can, as long as u want to.

YTD, dinner at makansutra,
=))))))))))
they said marina square, which is equals to esplanade.
& I told ah ming and sook ee to go Marina bay.
totally no link, nearly got lost. =.=
reached super late, & jus nice the food they ordered came.
so happy to see everyone there.
dinner was great, din eat much though.
dun feel lik eating ma.
the very amazing thg is that, we're all lower sec classmates,
seperated into different classes during upper sec.
SO COOL.
exp for me & ah ming la, the rest all different classes.
but we always gathered at the parade square before flag rising, to have our chit chat sessions, everyday.
& so, the 2/10 spirit still lived on ! =DDDDDD
actually, I feel that our batch is the most special la,
cos for all 10+ yrs of ccks history,
only our batch had 10 classes. =DDDDDD

chatted with haikal after that.
haven called him size 11 for a long time,
& now he upgrade to size 12 alrdy, & I'm still stuck at 2. =.=
talked about our dreams & ambitions.
& he asked me to plan events in the hotel that he wans to set up in Japan.
hahah, I wanted to plan weddings more den large scaled events actually.
okay then, I will plan wedding events in his hotel,
when the day arrives. =)

TODAY, passed shumin my bag,
met up with shengting, go open house.
so boring wan. zzz.
den went back lot 1 meet sze hui,
walked ard, & I REFUSED to watch transformers.
I still dowan to watch. ><
hahah, went for dinner, talked alot.
for the first time of the week, I ate alot.
I miss my gfs many many.
spoilt each other too much in the past. =(
TAN AH MAINE & the LOH Jia YI STILL MISSING.

np de student admin card very prettyyyyyy. ><

ANWS,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUEDAMA CHUA !
=DDDDDD
long time no banging ur table & asking u shit qns,
& irritate the shit out of emaths teacher.
oh yars !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TERRY TOO !
=DDDDDD

I dunnoe how to start on my portfolio. =(
I blogged today cos I tot the date was really cool. Lol.

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when you're gone, Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

& I jus feel like I'm not me anymore,
a whole chunk is gone, all too different.
maybe pple wont notice the difference.
never felt so small, unheard & invisble before.
& pple have changed to the extend that I feel lik I dont know them anymore.

Lol,

this is from the previous class outing.

found it super funny,

& missed 4/6 alot.

I'm tall, it's just that zhao pei's taller taller. =.=

honey can make everythg better ! =DDD

& J's not online yet. =(

miss him a ton can ?

I'm waitinggggg.

I've decided to blog here only when I'm happy.
which is not now.
so, BYE.

at least now, I feel hunger.
but still sick. F.

I'm scared that I'll cry when I see shengting this sat.
I've like a million thgs to tell her. T.T

typing LOL, is easy.
easier said than done has nv felt so true before.

boring~~~

I miss being spoilt. T.T

it's only 1230 now,
yet it felt lik 2plus in the morning,
& i wonder why.

& now I know who's staying & who's not.

video !

Janet's birthday video !

ENJOY !

since Im lazy to type out everythg,
if a picture means a thousand words,
a video would mean lik, a million words.

ehs, the cake is we bake de horrrrr.
mai siow siow.

oh, so pathetic.

I think, I'm getting sick agn. T.T
& I wan chocolate.
I miss having ppl to fuss all over me when I'm sick lik in the past. =(
guess they spoilt me somehow.

& now, we're flooded with a million tutorials,
since the beginning of the new sch term.
& here I am, procrastinating yet agn.
I'm so not enjoying sch.
Nor am I looking forward to it.
miss my dear gfs.
funny thg, I even miss jia yi calling me Bangala,
& I cant rmb who keep banging my table whenever I fall asleep in class.
LOL.

Daphne's flying off in abt a week.
dinner on Fri. =)))))))))))))
& we're unable to send her off, cos it's a morning flight.
hurhhhhh,
no more khaki go swimming &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; play badminton liao.
& occasionally jogging, though I nv liked to run. =.="
I miss ah ma. T.T

man, I wan to cry. sucks lik hell.
=((((((((((((
ARGHHHHH, moodswinggggg.
T.T
hate emoshit.
life is pretty screwed at some point for everyone, I guess.
I need panadol, & food.

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
- when you're gone.

never thought that it would be so difficult to be jus happy,

I would sae, I nv liked crying.
I dun lik too pushy ppl.
ppl jus dun understand, do they ?
shd haf known better.
& noone's there.
never felt any worse den this.
I miss ccks a hell lot.
& I swear, it's never easy pretending to be happy.
haven't laughed from the bottom of my heart since some time.
I miss u. Jus where the bloody heck are u la. T.T

& here I am, still down, feeling no where better & PMS-ing.
BYE.

if only it were as easy as typing hahahaha in msn.

wrong.

I shdn't be emo.
I'm not emo-ing.
I din emo.
I'm happy ! =D
-how self-deceiving.
I shd be doing md.
I shd be doing md.
I'm not enjoying this "psycho myself to be happy" thg.
lik it's easy. zzz.
almost everyone's emo-ing.
wonder why, maybe there's too much heat this few days.
too much heat, shd drink more cold water.
& sleep more, think less.

nop, I still dun think it's easy.
I hate emo-ing.

this is lik so crazy laaaaa. T.T
so bloody hating this.
seemed to be missing many thgs, yet ppl are getting on fine, without me.
sucks lik hell.

update more on the past few days tml.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NET NET !
18 alrdy, OLD le laaaa. Lol.
SURPRISE NICE RITE? HAHAH.
MUACKS, LOVE U MANY MANY.

~~& I miss u so.~~
~~tks, for that CHEER UP.~~
~~though it din help, u tried. =)~~

itchy hand.

got very tempted to post some of the pics Jenn just sent me.
so here they are.

thats' all of us. =DDDD

Marketing group ! no teeth ! Lol.

Marketing group, got teeth ! Lol.

taken with Jenn !

we were trying to make our eyes look big,
but, don't think it's happening. =.=

sugar & creamer. say Hi to evelyn tan behind !

SPGG dinner at the clubhouse,
their salmon is really nice la. Lol. no link.

okay, done. BYE.

------

I think, this song rocks.

Have You Ever- S club 7.

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away,
though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
All your dreams are upside down
If only I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me,

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way i feel, about you me, baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong,
we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised what I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me,

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel, about you me, baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moments gone I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me,

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel, about you me, baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

WHEEEEEEEEEE~~~
SO NICE LA. >.<

being super lazy,

I've linked the class photobucket !
jus click to see the pics la
since most of them are uploaded there alrdy.
=DDDDDDDD

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