everything`s too fast for me.
i REALSIED:
things are lky so diff now..
people change with time.

i WONDER:
when will i be able to
SING lky no one`s there,
DANCE lky no one`s looking,
HOPE lky it existed,
DREAM lky it was all coming true, just for me,
LIVE lky everyday`s the best,
LOVE lky i`ve never been hurt, AGAIN.

tat was the past. things are diff now as i`ve said.
different people,
different hope,
different life,
different mindset,
different situation,
different time,
different story,
different ending,
different love.

i need to grow up la.
standing at 15+ years of age.
somewhere in the middle,
neither left nor right, wrong nor right.
it could be better if i jus remain kid la.
i mean life then was wu you wu lui.
everyday jus eat sleep play, no worries, no troubles.
my thinking is tat i`m lky still the little girl tat`s 12?
tat`s wad i think la.
and.. i`m short la.
it makes things worse.
lky little kid la.
fustration is the word.