whenever i step out , into the world , i see many faces , many different faces .
many people tot they knew , knew it all .
i see corky faces , they look down on me , despise me , fear me , or wadever , i dun really care .
many people tot i`m happy . i would wonder , why they jus see things from the surface .
haf they ever tot of wad tat lies behind the pretty faces they see everyday , the ugliness of human nature .
happy family , parents tat gif and nv ask for anythg in return , living their lifes wiv no worries ,
no knowing the REAL meaning of money , as they had all the money in the world .
how many know wad is going on another`s mind , as in , they REALLY know .
so , smile , gurll .things and obstacles are obstructing ur way .
be ready . no matter how un-ready , u`re on the inner side . FARKS TO THE WORLD .
the feeling of being FORCED to grow up , ain`t nice .

HATE FUCKG SIS . WORSE FAG IN THE WORLD .
unreasonable mom , brushg everythg thing off as a misunderstandg . WAD`S HER PROBLEM , I WONDER .
not saeing much until they are REALLY settled . the REAL world`s so FAKE .
i`ve learnt MANY things within the shortest tym span of o2 hrs . in a day .
DISAPPOINTMENTS , many , in fact , too many within a day .
and for goodness` sake , pls fuckg sign in , would u ?
tat`s the only why to cheer me up NOW . misses are so bad for health .
looks like o7o6o6 isn`t such a nice day afterall , happy birthday .

i`ve nv felt so lost after the longest tym although now , it`s for the different reasons . all the wrong ones . can someone pls explain the meaning of FAMILY to me ? Father And Mother I Love You . whose the bloody idiot who tot of tat ? and to think the movie I Not Stupid Too moved me to tears . my own story would make a better movie . too stupid , too navie . afterall , people DUN care . cold and heartless world . wake up people , tis is REALITY .