Don't Lose Yourself

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i'm officially SICK with fever, cold, shoulder ache, headache, legs so sour & the runs & i think i'm gonna start puking, the medicine is making me feel nauseous. DAMMIT. i HATE to fall sick. feeling so weak now. leg no strength hand oso no strength. must have caught the cold ytd, u noe ytd the rain how big anot. big until wan to walk properly oso difficult, the weather this few days is disastrous & so is my immune system. it never used to able to take a few days' storm, definitely not 2 continuous days of hardcore storm & 3 damned hours of 17 degress air-con. den today still spend 3 damned hours in the it room 2 from 2-5.3o. KAOS. can die wan lors, den tan tan's revision technique is like bian tai wan lors. he gif u like 3-5 mins to memorise a particular section of the mindmap eg. e 4 physical factors den he want u to write everythg out within like 3 mins & he will keep making u do it until everythg correct. WTH. PSYCHO. but luckily today is friday lars. den i can rot & online for the whole day exp for tuition. i'm going to hibernate for the weekends & do nthg exp for tuition & my hair cut. awws, i'm so freaking tired & sleepy now. HAIS. school can really make one go mad & break down. school's pressure sucks & so does all the exams & craps. wonder whose that bloody fucker go invent exams. & so wad if we are taking o lvls this yr, it's not like we're machines & not humans. DUH. we need to sleep & rest & have some private time wan rite? ARGHS, messy life, messy schedule, messy studies, messy week, messy hair. when can everythg be back to normal agn? boi, i need u so now.

i'm gg to cut hair with jia yi on sun ~ yeas~~ ! i've been repeating tis for i dunnoe how many times alrdy lars. nono, from now on, i'm going to type perfect english in respect to my english oral in 1 week's time. so , i've been repeating it for the umptenth(dunnoe how to spell) time. this few days are tiring enough already & to add on to the hectic schedule, i'll have to start revising & memorising my geog in order to secure my A1 b'cos there's really alot alot of things to memorise & seriously, it's not easy i only understood it after knowing what geography revision will be like after going through a session of it today, before the geography test. tan tan drilled us on MNCs. the room was cold & my hand is stiff from the coldness due to the air-con that's right on top of me & the rumbling storm outside, so i was having difficulties writing fast & BRAIN FREEZE, cant memorise properly as the brain's not working properly. that type of feeling seriously sucks. and during the test, i wasn't able to think of the complete pts. can't really concentrate as my hand was tired from all the non-stop writings for 3 damned bloody hrs which consisted of 2+ hrs of ss doing 2 source-based & 1 hour of geog memorising session in the it room where the air-con was so cold & the skies outside battling storms. suffered from serious giddy-ness when i finally stepped out of the freezing air-coned room. tan tan is pissed off with tang tang for taking more den an hour today as she said she would only need one hour, but she took 2+ hours. it's rather funny to see tang tang speak so soft. i think she's guilty b'cos she din keep her promise.

i miss him. :( so damn much. the way he an weis me whenever i get sick. the type of concerned look in his eyes, the way he cares about everyone of his friends. but still, we used to be so close with so much to say. i'm sorry, i was stupid&foolish&brainless. sick with regrets. now i understood what's meant by the feeling of being rejected & eliminated. what goes around comes around i guess. u said i let u understand how it's like to be rejected. let me tell u, now, u've let me understand what it feels like to be eliminated. one wrong move in a moment's fooly. it's all about u, boi. reality is harsh & it sucks. no one bothers; no one cares. cold heartless world. dun wake me from my sleep, cos i wanna dream forever.

the guy's gonna be MOO MOO, i noe it sounds gay for a guy, but it's a DOG, so who cares? at least it's better den ICE-CREAM rite? so the girl's gonna be ICE-CREAM. cos their fur reminds me of my MOOMOO ICE-CREAM.

i think i'm really sick. i've load tis damned pic for the THIRD time & i kept forgeting to change the layout. damn. & what's more? o lvl chem pratical paper falls on my birthday. OH WELLS~ everythg's so perfectly planned for me, what more can i sae?

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