Don't Lose Yourself

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i'm so damned bummed today. sch started with pe. ran for alot alot more den 4.8 kmS during pe today. well, not exactly run lars, is walk & run abit abit. actually we're supposed to run only 4.8 lars, in training for the cross-country on teachers' day celebration. den i dunnoe wad happened lars we were runnong the usual route whenever we prepare for the cross country, the route which has to go until the canal behind PIONEER JC, den just kept following the in front ppl lo. KAOS. i think the bridge was jammed or somethg with many grassES growing all over it so we had to go further up. they from CHUA CHU KANG SEC run until the train line right in front of REGENT SEC cos only there allows us to turn back & head back for sch lars. WTH, i think due to past few days de rain hors, the paths are all muddy & DISGUSTING lars. sucks man. nearly vomitted on the way back, stomach was too empty & too bloated with air, head was too giddy, weather was too sucky. tat damned run drained ALL of my energy for the rest of today. now my head is twirling i circles or rather, funny shapes making me nauseous.

Zzz.. fell asleep during physics while drawing the diagram for the a.c. thingy, i can't rmb the name lars, too tired lars. well, lua is still as GL as ever. she wans the whole class to be back by 9.o5 it's not predicted tt somethg like the extra run or walk in my case would occur & jia yi's not really feeling well&she can't really run, & u can't expect me to abandon her in the canal right? sry, i'm not heartless like u okays? & the pe teacher was late, it's NOT us. & if can't run means can't run for some. no point forcing cos for some ppl no matter how hard u train oso no use. like ME, i can't pass 2.4 no matter wad, not to mention 5+++++ KMS. & stop asking why 8o% of the class can be back by the time u blardy unreasonably set. the other 2o% is WEAKER can?

den mother tongue lesson changed to ss, nearly dozed off, zhuming went home before tt. den recess, can't really eat lars, threw away 1/2-1/3 of my food. i'm so wasteful. den ss agn. sians. i'm gonna DREAD wednesdays. ut tang said somethg really meaningful today. she said," u all have come so far already ar.. den u all think for urself lo, u wan to continue or give up. giving up at a time like this is the most stupid thing to do lars, since u all came this far." den three periods of eng. diane choo's being soooo nice by letting us off early for lunch & wad she saes are always so encouraging cans? den chem practical. rico chow was disappointed lars, cos we have no time management. den she sae ," the results are not impt, wad's most impt is that u all have tried & done ur best. if u all have tried ur best, i'll be happy even if u all din do well or fail." & i can't rmb the rest. i'm such a spoiler, sae thing until half-way cannot rmb the rest. den it was a.maths. jennifer ng let us off abit earlier, she booked the it room on the 4th floor. den she want go through the nan hua prelim paper. den i had to climb all the way back to 2nd floor to get the stupid paper lars. when i came back i was sweating like free-of-charge lars. well, sweat is free, though. din eat much today. until now.. only ate one packet of o.5o$ wedges, 1/2 bowl of noodles, one cup of milo & one waffle. headache's back. fark.

when things get bleak & everythg starts to fail, shd one turn to love? will it still work? or it will fail too?

-it's all too late now, all too different. it gets lonely in the night without ur calls to accompany me through it all. dun wanna be without u. can't hide the things that are already known. they are also cruelly known as FACTS. she hopes she wun see her cry as it's just another sign of weakness & dependence. On the verge of tears & brink of suicide. she cries out of loneliness, she thinks she's psychotic. whta's wrong? no one seems to know the million things that are going through her head. those are tears in her eyes, those that shone prettily in the moonlit sky.

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