Don't Lose Yourself

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when life gets u down. BLEAHS. they wun understand. never did. & i have no reason to explain it all to u. why must things end this way..?

memories ever remained; love till the end. another piece of crap. one can't possibly love another till the end. maybe, .. just maybe, i'm wrong. correct me, prove it. yes, it's another beautiful disaster, prettiest mistake. no, nthg is wrong with us, we're just pretending as though we aren't aware of anythg. acting, i suppose, has became a part-time job for me. the thing is, i'm not paid with money, but with doubts of the truths & the lies.

dang it. gonna be away from sch for 1 whole week thanks to the damned chicken pox larr, today den come & i will miss the teachers' day's celebration which i was so damn looking forward to. TKS SO DAMN MUCH LO. unwanted trouble. ARGHS. i hope sheng ting wun forget tt she sae she will help me video-tape the performance down. PRAY PRAY PRAY she dun forget. i shall remind her on thurs nite. haha. wtf. to think i can still HAHA, despite my current state, which is pathetic. high fever, funny feeling throat & poxy thingys on my body. bloody hell. but still, now kena can consider good lars, cos at least it WON'T clash with my prelims lars. ehs, i on mc until 3 sept lehs. mai siow siow. hais, think on the bright side, i'm officially EXCUSED from cross country. lols. not funny, i noe.

oh ya oh ya!!! what the fook. there's somethg i must sae. a few days ago, i dreamt abt me discovering tt i got chicken pox. nightmare, yes. wad else can i sae? tt dumb nightmare came true lo. _l_ why not other nice nice dreams? huh? why why why? dang it, sounds so much nicer den dammit. puis, like as if. wad's the diff.

well, i'm still blogging as i have to wait until 1.3o am in the morning to talke the damn medical which consists of two damn big panadol-like pills, tt i can hardly swallow. okays, i have nothg to sae, i shall talk abt my visit to the doctor. tt' my uncle. yupps, uncle. my mom's cousin to be more exact, in short, i call him uncle. he's the family doctor lars, as in he's part of my family & also, if i have any illnessess like now, i'll go see him, since a baby, so in short, he's the family doc. his clinic is at ANG MOH KIO, which is like half way across the whole singapore. nice, eh? now, i pespired so damn much i think i stink. okays, back to my story. so, me & my mom reached the clinic via mrt & taxi. felt so guilty towards the ppl i've sat nxt to in the train la. okays, blah BLAH blah, sat beside this aunty who complain abt my uncle's clinic saying tt everytime come here must wait very long la, for up to 1-2 hrs. den i sae, tt means the medical service good wad. den she DIAM. hahah. BLEAHS. tok bad abt my noble uncle agn la, although i only see him during CNY, & other times when i'm sick. LOL.

den my turn liao. went in with this super depressed look. showing him my arm. the poxy tt zhuming & i poked today in sch. den showed him my back. got like 7 or 8 of the same thing. den he said when is ur exams? den i told him lo. 7 sept first paper. practical. den when started? i think this morning, but only when ard evening den alot come out, morning only got one. the poxy thingy i tot is some rashes thingy, cos only got ONE & so i din tot much abt it. before tt, at home, called zhuming & told her the good news. den she asked me, wad does the chicken pox look like? den i replied, the red color poxy tt we poked in sch today lo. WTH?! hoo hums. aiya. eat med & sleep liao. tml den continue.

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