only until a few moments ago, ..
someone defined true friends to me.
actually i was supposed to be defining it to him cos he asked me to la.
den somehow i turn ard & ask me to define for me.
which got rather stupid, really.
nothing really caught my eye until-

' damn. says:
& they shdn't bully you..

& boy !
food for thought.
i started thinking.

den i told him somethg really stupid.

[ jinfang . says :
den i think i dun really haf true frens. cos most of them do bully me, maybe lik exp one?
& i hardly tok to her in sch. most of the time only over msn/sms/phone.

his reply was even more stupid which was:
den, get rid of the others.

& i couldnt think of anythg to reply him.
so much for mr nice guy.
he gets rid of ppl who aint his true frens.
& he's lik encouraging ME to do the SAME THG.
lik WOW. tt guy's somethg.
no, i'm not being sarcastic here or somethg,
i jus think it's weird.
lik seriously,
how did i survive all these years with all the rubbish gg on.
-i seriously DUNNOE.
so now it's all back to the beginning i suppose.
& somehow, i dunnoe why,
his words made me feel so all alone & all depressed.
DAMNED. i shd hate tt guy.

& i dunnoe why, i can't study my a.maths.
did lik only 8 qns & got all depressed
cos i dunnoe how to get lik 2/3 of the ans.
there shd be somethg wrong with the ans key la hor?
i got all my qns correct ! so there mus be somethg wrong with the ans key.
seriously speaking, i shdn't even be online.
okays, i shall go bathe & go back to my pathetic F9 a.maths & pathetic miserable life.
GODS(note: plural), PLS CREATE A MIRACLE.
somehow, i still think i'm gg to flunk my a.maths papers.
& that my dad will chop me into many pieces.