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one in fire two in blood.
three in storm and four in flood.
five in anger six in hate
seven fear and evil eight.
nine in sorrow ten in pain
eleven death twelve life again.
thirteen steps to the dark man`s door.
won`t be turning back no more.

nice one.
=((((
making decisions suck.
even deciding whether to go prom sucks.
T.T.T.T.T.T.T
thank god david called when i haven wake up.
or else i dunnoe wad to tell him.
& now, i'm not intending to return his call.
seriously, ccks' plannings sucks luhs,
so damn last min.
lik wth.

ytd, my dad suddenly said tt it won't be easy to get into tourism course.

DAD: u wan to go to the tourism course rite?

ME: ya.

DAD: it won't be easy u noe.

ME: ya.

DAD: wad if u really din get into tt course? any back up plans? have u considered pre-U?

ME: err.. lik no? & pre-U as in JC?

DAD: ya. u need to haf back up plans u noe, lik wad other courses u might wan to go?

ME: oh, okay. JC has never been one of my options.
*turns & smile fakely at dad*

DAD: why not? i think u shd consider pre-U u noe. & any other courses u may wan to go?

ME: YA! at most i will just try getting into all the courses available in the school of business.

DAD: okay, other than tt? JC?

ME: err.. maybe product design? engineering school?

DAD: tt's more of on the artistic side u noe, & if it's engineering , it would require alot of maths.

ME: u no need worry ! ur daughter can draw ! tml i will draw ur portrait & show u.
*luff lik mad*

SIS: oh pls, u only can draw stick figures.

ME: T.T u pour me cold water.

DAD: den maybe u shd start considering pre-U.

ME: lik NO?

DAD: why?
ME: cos i have alrdy intended to NV touch maths & chinese agn.
*smiles irritatingly agn.*

DAD: but product design in engineering sch may require maths u noe?

ME: easier den F.MATHS rite?

DAD: maybe..

ME: den can i dun study anymore after o lvls?

DAD: *looks at me & walks away*

ME: wth.


i guess my dad WAS still holding on to the little gimpse of hope tt i might go to a JC. LOL.