i hate tis feeling.
i'm still so sick.
T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T
i think i shd jus bang my head against a wall & die,
for goodness' sake.
& the weather's still horrible.

sick with fever of dunnoe how many degrees,
cause of fever -UNKNOWN,
& to think i was laughing at my mom's sexy voice a few days back.

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what will i do the next morning i woke up ?

will someone new come into my life ?

where will i get married ?

when will i get married ?

will i be able to have many kids ?

what do people think of me ?

what is my life really going to be lik ?

how will i die ?

when will i die ?

will ppl miss me after i've gone ? or will they be glad ?

what will my funeral be lik ?

what is the story that ppl will see of me ?

what do my friends really think of me ?

what is the best thg abt me ?

what is the worst ?

will i live up to a ripe old age ?

will i be able to grow old with my love ?

will I be HAPPY ?