so moodless.
busy neopet-ing & watching shows for the past few days,
& was lazy to update.

exams next week.
zzz, papers super spread-ed out.
I DUN LIK.

Bye.

If I could find the words to describe this.
maybe things could haven been a million ton better.
Had it been easier.
When what matters doesnt matter anymore,
when thgs that nv used to matter, does matter.

I could promise not to cry, after turning 17.
but for now, it would be a shoulder that I need.

pretence would be nice.

after all, lies are able to turn into truths, somehow when kept secret.

*heavy sighhhhhhhhs.
I nv liked sighing though.

A Thousand Miles-Vanessa Carlton

Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me

Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in Your precious memory

Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight

And I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I,I don't wanna let this go
I, I've fallen...

Making my way down town
Waking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you kow I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could just hold you... tonight